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ONLY WHEN I SLEEP

Here, I can see you

Here, I can freely touch you

Here, I can feel your lips

Here,…Only when I sleep

I closed my eyes, too excited

‘cant wait to make this love right and expected

I vanished all the pain and doubts I feel inside

‘cant wait to be with your side

I longed for you and now you’re mine

No curfews, ‘coz we own our time

No one else here, just the two of us

No need to hurry, no need to rush

I keep dreaming that you would stay

‘keep believing that you would say

That’s its me you needed and you really love

That it’s me you want to be with and want to have

I kept on denying that you’re gone

Kept on denying that we’re done

I kept on pretending that you didn’t slip away

Wishing and hoping that in my bed, you still lay

I tried so hard to walk away

‘tried to run to make everything okay

Knowing you just can’t be mine

But im still here, wasting my time…

Im too afraid to open my eyes

‘coz in real world, you’re not really mine

‘guess im scared to face reality

That you’re gone and you’re not really here with me…

So I opened my eyes and whispered “its over”

I touched my bed and you’re not really there

I looked away and fought back the tears

It wasn’t really true, indeed its unreal…

I cried in silence, deep within im bleeding

Im with this pain, cold and aching…

Hoping and waiting to close my eyes..’coz till then

Only when I sleep that I can be with you again…

MULTO

Pumunta sa kung saan, tumakbo palayo

Makatakas lang sa makulit mong anino

Pero bakit kahit saan ako pumunta

Ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang nakikita?

Tumakbo ulit, talagang nakakainis

Pero ganun at ganun pa rin hindi ka umaalis…

Ginawa na ang lahat para lang makaiwas

Sa anino mo di talaga ako makatakas…

Gabi-gabi na ngang lasing para lang hindi ka maalala

Kaso pangalan mo pa rin ang nasasabi kahit pa sumusuka na…

Nag overtime na sa trabaho, kulang nalangmagdamag nang kumayod

Para lang hindi ka maisip pag tuluyang napagod

Pero sa huli maaalala ka parin

At sa di mabilang na pagkakataon, iiyak ulit sa dilim

Pipikit at maiisip muli ang iyong mga yakap

Para lang malungkot at humagulgol sa pagdilat…

Araw-araw haharap sa salamin at sasabihing OK na

At uuwi sa gabing magang maga ang mga mata

Hindi ko din alam kung bakit ba

Hanggang ngayon nasa sistema ka pa

Kalian ka kaya tuluyang makakalimutan?

Paano nga ba ang hindi ka na maalala at maramdaman?

Dahil talagang nakakapagod na

Ang mga proseso para lang makalimutan ka

Gusto ko mang kalimutan ka na at magsimula sa umpisa

Pero ako pa rin ang talo at siyang nagiisa…

Pagala-gala ka lang sa puso at ala-ala ko

Maligalig at nanggugulo na tulad ng MULTO…

ABYSS

Here I am all alone in the rain

Can’t run away from this unbearable pain

As the rain falls underneath the ground

A broken heart and soul can also be found…

This is my innermost thoughts

For you I did everything, for you I fought

For you, I bravely took the risk

Just to have this forbidden bliss…

I turned around and see you nowhere

You chose to be with ___… you chose to be fair

You left me with your inconsiderate answer

I lose everything…I lose this battle…

I did nothing but just cry

I didn’t dare to ask you why…

I stared as you walked and slipped away

Though I wanted to plead and beg you to stay…

But it’s too late to pull you over

I was left with this pain, feeling too sober

It’s too late to talk to GOD and pray

And it’s too late for me to run away…

I was stucked here, feeling like a fool

Just looking as you walked out the door

Asking myself, how am I going to survive?

When I already gave to you my life…

It is fate that brought me into your arms

Is it also fate that caused as nothing but harm?

It is love that binds us together

Is it love that push me not to believe in ever after

I am hurt and now in much pain

It’s making me mad, it’s making me insane…

It’s your love that taught me how to live.

What am I gonna do now when I have nothing left to give..?

There’s nothing left but just this little hope

That I can get over you and with this pain I still can cope

I’ll walk alone, all by myself and without you

Wishing and hoping that you did love me too…

I fought back the tears, but really…I can’t…

 I still feel you here, I still can smell your scent…

I wish I hadn’t been such an idiot for wanting you so bad

But now im a fool just reminiscing those sweet moments we once had…

RUN AWAY

Take my hand, be brave now

We’ll leave this world though I don’t know how

Hold me close just trust me on this

I really don’t want this moment to miss…

Look into my eyes, have faith in me

Be strong now can’t you see?

I’ll take you anywhere, whatever it takes

We will be fine, with me you’re safe

Take a deep breath, now were going…

Just don’t ask me, what am I doing?

Ssh…be quiet…be silence my dear…

I’ll handle everything…I’ll conquer your fear…

Just be with me, don’t let my hand slip away

We’ll be better soon, everything will be okay

Just give your trust in me and I will give thee

My whole life for us to be free…

I’ll take you there, where ever it is

Where I can give to you freely my hugs and kisses…

I’ll take the risk, please say you do too

Because I only want to spend my life with you…

Forget everything, leave your fear behind

We will start our own world tonight…

Don’t be scared, we’re together now

I will be here with you, and this is my vow…

Please calm down, drop your worries

Be honest my dear, tell me you want this

Haven’t you wanted to be with me?

Tell me, haven’t you wanted to be free?

Don’t look back… please don’t

She might change your mind, you might get caught…

Just stare at me…only to me

Please my darling…please come with me…

Feel me now, we’re leaving here tonight

Let’s go to a place where we can be out of sight…

Hold me tight, just close your eyes

Tomorrow we’ll wake up with a different life…

Hold your breath, we’ll leave everything

Without fear, without thought, without anything…

Forget this life, just you and me; like I always pray

Come my darling… let’s RUN AWAY…

BROKEN

Hear my cry, I can’t bear the pain

It’s making me sick, it’s making me insane

Hear my heart, its breaking into pieces

It’s bleeding so bad, feels like I’m heartless…

Look into my eyes and see what it says

It’s trying to disappear, trying to escape

Come, then go read my mind

It’s sick, it’s numb, and it’s getting blind…

Come, stare straight into my soul

It’s dying and it’s falling into a big black hole

Come and feel my body

Its cold, it’s lifeless and it’s so lonely…

Feel my pain, can you stand it?

Its making me mad, its making me freak

Feel the wound deep down within me

Its toxicating and its killing me…

See me cry, can’t you see im dying?

I’m not over it and it keeps my heart breaking

See me fall, yes Iam going under

To forget your love that is so fatal and clever…

Feed my mind with all your lies

May it bring peace to my heart and mind

Lie to me, tell me you need me

Please want me so bad, pretend that you love me…

Break my silence, conquer my fear

But we both know its to late to do that dear

Sing any song, hold me tight now

Let the pain fades away then forget your broken vow…

LORD, do hear my agony and prayer

I can’t stand still to bear the pain then suffer

LORD, hear me cry ‘coz now I am BROKEN

May you forgive this soul that is now in hell fallen…

SA MAY HAGDAN

Ano nga bang nangyare?

Di ko din alam…

Lumipas na ang maraming taon

Wala ka bang naramdaman?

Kahapon kasama pa kita

Pero ngayon mukang wala ka na…

Saan ka nga ba nagpunta?

Bakit bigla ka na lang nawala?

Umaasa….

Ang damdamin ko’y patuloy na umaasa

Nalulumbay…

Hinahanap ka pa rin sinta…

Muli, nakita kita

Nakangiti ngunit magisa

Nilapitan, niyakap, sa wakas kasama na kita

Nang biglang nagising, panaginip lang pala…

Maghihintay ako, kahit sabihin mong wag na

Patuloy na kakapit sa mga pangako mo sinta

Kahit na alam nang di ka na magbabalik pa

Uupong muli sa hagdan patuloy na aasa…

Gabi na pala, at tulad ng dati wala ka pa,

Kailan ka darating? Bukas ba o sa makalawa?

Uupo sa hagdan, pipiliting di lumuha

Bukas maghihintay muli, baka sakaling dumating ka na…

PERISH

Hold me

And never let me go

I want to be with you

I don’t want to go

Touch me

Feel my body

Be with me

Make me happy

Kiss me

Feel my lips

Don’t make me leave

Don’t make me sleep

Look at me

Mesmerize my face

Memorize each traces

I want you to be my last gaze…

Be mine tonight, just for one last tym

Before I write my name up into the sky

Be with me, be my rhyme

Before i PERISH…before I bid GOODBYE…

Ohhh…yeah
Thinking back when we first met
I remember what you said
You said you never leave me…yeah

So why don’t you
Direct me,bless me
Wash me whiter than the snow…
Oh..oh..ahh..ahh…ohh…oh..
I’m on my way
Back home

Kailan kaya maibabalik ang nakaraan
Ngayong aking puso’y puno ng kalungkutan
Subukan pa ang magmahal, umibig pang minsan
Kahit sa pangarap man lang
Ikaw ang tangi kong mahal
Ang laging kong dasal na sana ay matagpuan
Ikaw, hanggang sa kailanman
Hindi magsasawa na magmahal kahit nasasaktan
Hiling ko lang sa Maykapal, muli ay makamtam
Tamis ng pagsuyo, kailan mahahagkan (kailan mahahagkan)
Hinding-hindi ‘pagpapalit kahit kanino man (kahit kanino man)
Asahan mong maghihitay, ikaw ang siyang buhay
Ikaw ang tangi kong mahal
Ang laging kong dasal na sana ay matagpuan, hoh
Ikaw, hanggang sa kailanman
Hindi magsasawa na magmahal kahit nasasaktan
Wala nang hahanapin pa
Wala nang iibigin pa kundi ikaw, ikaw…………
(Ikaw) Ikaw (ang tangi kong mahal) ang tangi kong mahal
(Ang laging kong dasal na sana ay matagpuan) Woh
Ikaw, hanggang sa kailanman
Hindi magsasawa na magmahal kahit nasasaktan